I will marry Falcon de Burgh.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Scotland in our fabulous House.
		We will have 333 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a redblue SUV.
		I will spend my days as a lecturer, and live happily ever after.

That's what a workmate of mine told me a few weeks ago, and, hell, he was right... Only that life nowadays tends to have taken such a liking to me, that it proceeds to fuck me over every second day... And don't I love it?
Well, for three years now, I was looking forward to going to Scotland, but I turned out to be labouring under a misconception (of the huge kind, actually) and thus, we're not going this year, a fact which had me in turn in tears, insanely enraged, or fucking depressed. Thank you....life.... And this event now throws its shadows where I least expected them... Man, am I tired of it... Not to mention that I should write my Seminar papers, which have been neglected up until now, because of said nerve-racking, concentration-stealing event... But hey... Think positive! That's all one's gotta do! Even if I could scream/"pull, tear, rent flay off all" to quote good ol' Johnny Swift... Suckah... And to top it off, my parents made me watch a documentation about Scoland yesterday, thinking it would make my longing lessen, but when I was in tears at seeing it, I think they realized it was a bad idea... It was okay after some time, but still sh***y. Yet, my problems could be worse! I could be one of my friends who got dumped a few days ago, or I could be an old acquaintance of mine who already has a child now... But no, I just gotta go tomorrow and make one more person's life miserable and I'll feel so DAMNED guilty afterwards, and knowing that doesn't exactly make it easier..
I guess life's just being life...Again...
Well, I'm off (after I read Chapters 1 and 2 of Faefever which are now online as a Sneak Peek *g* - nothing better to take my mind off some worries)

I'm calm once more!

See ye!

Karyn

Hail all of you who may (or may not read this)... Mostly hello to the part of my mind that's still sleeping, would you perhaps care to WAKE UP!?????????????? No you wouldn't... Didn't think so...

I've been active on LJ anywhere but my own journal, which is quite...pathetic if you think about it *g* But h**l, it's good to be back... The only thing marring my perfect, wonderful, peaceful life is the upcoming semester (and the ironing my mother forces me to do... I always escape to my Gran's to plot world domination)... I am so desperate that I (I almost shy away from even writing it) started watching cycle one of America's Next Topmodel... bitch fighting on TV strangely relieves stress for me... Perhaps because I think "Man, THEY've got problems."
And I ran out of stuff to read. This is a worst case scenario! (Yes, Sebbo, I know I still got your book that I haven't read, don't kill me, but it doesn't serve my tastes for now ; )...)
Right now, I am a Seelie/Unseelie Addict, guess  you could call me pri-ya... as long as it's the ones from KMM's Fever series... Or Sholto from LKH's Merry Gentry... She doesn't like him, but, think me odd, I do. Come here, SholtoSholtosholto *wide grin*

Apart from the usual madness, I gotta find work for the summer vacation... hate worrying about what will pay off the Scotland trip in August. Moreover, I gotta do another Praktikum then and write two Hauptseminararbeiten... I fervently hope everything goes as planned.  Yet, with my luck, there will be another trip to London organized by the Sprachenzentrum and this time, when I have ABSO-FRAKIN-LUTELY no time, I'll get  chosen...  and will have to decline,. That'd suck big time. But, hey! Positive thoughts, positive thoughts!!!
In the Praktikum, I'll suddenly bump into a handsome someone who turns out to be a visiting Earl from Scotland, and then I won't have to worry about how to get to and where to go in Scotland...
Fatality! - Teehee!
Well, I'll close my ramblings for now!
Take care!

Well, I'm back again, after a loooong period of absence!!! And on New Year's Eve of all moments!!!
I'm now rereading the whole DH Series...still.... But I got the DH Companion for Christmas so all's well with the world!
Basically I intend this to be a short entry just wishing all of you out there who read and not read my journal an equally

Holy green guacamole!!!!


I was just told by Ramona that JKR herself announced in an interview that Albus Dumbledore was gay! Muahahaha... I was laughing the whole day... And he had it for good old Gellert Grindelwald... Perfect!!!
So, that puts everything in a new perspective, don't cha think? Oh my God *laughing.again*

Wow, it's been a long time again, since I last wrote...
University is about to start, so no more nightly rounds and lie-ins afterward for me. On the other hand... I'll be back, giving my professors a professionally administered glimpse of hell. Am going to ask my master if I can attend his seminar just for the heck of it... He won't know what hit him - literally...
My other seminars are really interesting as well, my most favourite to date is the one dealing with John Milton's "Paradise Lost", but "William Blake" and "Shakespeare through the Ages" are pretty cool, too.

What made me thrillingly happy these last days was the announcement of the release date for Ash's book!!!! (Yeah I know some of you (Vron&Eve, probably) will groan about that, but hey! Gotta get it out of my system somewhere...)

Oh my God! Tried it, too, thanks to Eva... SO not my pairing... That's just plain WRONG!!!!!!